this day is pretty bad, and it started at 10am, well actually last night.... i dont do very well with thunder storms and i made the mistake of looking outside before i went to bed, and i saw that a storm was comin on. so i decided to just read and text my boyfriend. this was around 11pm and he went to bed about 11:20, so i just read, well re-read "Vamier Academy" by Richelle Mead. great book!! and i got to page 51 and decided to go on and go to bed. then mom work me up at 9 to see if i wanted her to call up to my work to see what days i worked this week, well we dont open til 10 so i told her no, i'l just go up there at 10 (thats what i mean by mom still treating me like a kid, i can do things for myself but she wont really let me)

then i went to work and found that the doors were still lock my 10:30...? and yes of all the monday's i work (it varys) this was one of them, i was dissapointed because it's been a week since i've seen garrett =[ haha. 

then i decided to look at cars couldnt find any, then i finally found one and i apperantly need to get a loan for it...?

not the greatest day

Erin

there's a few songs that really come to mind but Crush by David Archulata has a little more meaning in my life.

as i listened to "love" songs i always wanted to feel that same feeling the singer was discribing, i knew that it would never really happen to me, expecally when i listened to Crush. but it wasnt until school started and Success Club got under way almost a month later, that i knew the excat feeling David was describbing.... and i never ever imainaged that i would ever feel this was, words dont even began to discribe it. its been 3 months and counting since school started and my bf has givin me reason to keep goin to school..=]

   

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omg! she drives me crazy! she's so obsessed with her self, she doesnt care who she brings down just so she can get attention.

2 fridays ago my bf was over and she texted me to see if i wanted to go see twilight with her, well duh i did but i wasnt gonna ditch my bf to see the movie (he didnt have a way go get home anyway) and my mom wasnt home (my grandparents were home) so i told here that also, so she said she would call after her thing at school. well that time came around and mom still wasnt home, so i told hee that i couldnt, she got all mad and said that "this a movie we both want to see and u see him everyday what happened to chicks before dicks" i told her calmly that i knew he was comin over since tuesday and she replyed "fine be a bitch".

she brings me down about my bf so much that i cant stand it. just because she has had bad relationships in the past doesnt mean that all guys are like that, and im not gonna turn out like her or like her brother im my own person, so im gonna turn out the way God planed for me to. so what if my bf flirted with her, that was way before we started dating. i'm sick of her binging me down about the things that make me happy, there are so many things i wont tell her bc i'm afraid of what she will say.

right now im so glad that i have other friends now. b4 it was only her, then i started opening myself  up to more


Erin